Well now, here we are again...

Wow... I'm in trouble... My irrational fears about my job were actually so bad I hadn't slept in days and physically felt like hell... So I've kinda cut off my nose in an attempt to save my face...

I had to combat the problem but ended up doing so by quitting my job...
The better thing to do would have been to stick it out through all the crap until I had combat my demons and no longer had the bad nervousness problems...

So now I'm unemployed again...
Oh shit...